Never want to give up

I used to be a fighter,since i was small. Alhamdulillah,with His blessings He made me for what i am today.Thinking back of those days,i never thought that i would be what ever i am today. But what happen to me???I've become physically and mentally weak....I don't want to go back but I'm also afraid to move on. I'm glad that life has no turning back.I pray hard that Allah will give me strength that i had lost so that i can pull myself out of all these miseries.Sorry,not miseries but tests. Need to take a break so that i can pull myself together again.